the PAINFUL => the HAPPINESS :))

ngeee.
im sory.
i dont mean to disapponted u.
its just im thinkin that since u know me,
i just bring u the PAINFUL, not the HAPPINESS.
its hard for me to do it, but it seems like i've to leave u,
thats the best way.
even its only just a game,
its too meaningful for u,
why u stop it.?
i know, thats all my fault earlier.
only if i can turn back the time,
but it is too imposibble.
im sory.
what can i do for u.
huh.!
*sigh
i dont know waht should i do.
just one way,
try to understand each other.
we can do it laahs.!
believe in ourself.!
:))

2oo9

tAhUn 2009.!i!i!
tahun y bnyak ajar aku erti
persaHaBaTan,
k'sEr0NoKan,
k'juJuRan..
pelbagai knagan t'cipta pade taun e2..
sukakdukak
d'kungsi 2gethr..

tahun y bnyk v aku k'gmbiraan.
but now,
looks lyke all had chnge.
smua da brubah.
msing2 da pandai bwak aluan msing2..
dulu,
outim,
g klas prep,
mandi,
make,
study,
tido,
g tndas kul 12male,
smua wat skali srentak.
but now,
all had gone..
kngan t'baek 2 s'olah2 ta wjud..
d'lupo key..
d'biar key b'lalu d'bowok angin n p'pasir..

aku seolah oloh hilang,
ta b'pijak d bumi nyato..
aku seoloh2 ta dpt knl g erti p'shbat sbnr..
jiwo aku seoloh2 b'tebaran bebah d'sky,
baeksehat,
tadop sarpo tau isi kndungan aty aku sbnr2nyo,
ALLAH jah tau,
apokoh hikmah d'sblik tabir niemphs.?

samo2 kito renung2key..